Well, it's finally been confirmed. I have a brain. In fact it appears perfect. Nothing in there that shouldn't be.
Getting that news was a huge relief, as it took months of waiting to get an MRI to rule out any possibility of a tumor or worse. Having to wait for any length of time after being told you need an MRI on your brain sends all kinds of thoughts and fears racing through your mind. I found it even began to affect my dreams. Then with an increased occurrence of not only falling asleep during the day, I started blacking out at times, losing upwards of 4 hours at a time.
It seems that the main culprit appears to be Fibromyalgia, which I was diagnosed with sometime beforehand. While I was aware of some of the things that would happen due to it, it turned out there was quite a lot I didn't know.
I came across a book about Fibromyalgia which not only explained a lot about what to expect but also answered a lot of questions and began to make sense of some other things that had been happening.
Strangely enough, that book was called "
Fibromyalgia for Dummies". The fact that the "Dummies" series actually had a book on Fibromyalgia actually made me laugh. Certainly wasn't expected. But it is a very good book that anyone who has it, or maybe even anyone who knows someone who has it, should get hold of it.
Roland Staud, who wrote the book, gave me the impression that he was often defending those suffering with Fibromyalgia. That in itself was a surprise, as I haven't come across many books regarding pain conditions or depression or any other medical issues, that will openly defend those that are struggling to cope. That's a shame. There should be more like that.
Now, I do want to make completely clear that I have no idea who Roland Staud is. I've never emailed him or even read anything else he may have written. All I do know is he has written a good book that has helped me to understand more about Fibromyalgia than I was aware of. Not everything in the book applies to me, and it's quite likely there will be something that won't apply to many other readers, but the information and helpful advice alone has been eye-opening.
To be completely blunt, this post wasn't supposed to be about Fibromyalgia or the for Dummies book. It was supposed to be a somewhat light hearted post regarding my MRI outcome. I guess sometimes writing takes it's own path. Hopefully something in here was of some use to someone. If not, maybe the picture will give you a chuckle...
til next time,
T-Jay
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